Silent conversation

Silence surrounds me
Emptiness around me
Where am I going?
What am I doing?

Now I am pensive
Now reflective
What am I thinking?
Why am I blinking?

Neither happy nor sad
Neither good nor bad
What am I feeling?
What am I concealing?

Sleep is now my foe
And breathing also
Why am I restless?
Why so lifeless?

Loving unconditionally
But living aimlessly
Why am I loving?
Why am I living?